one of those days again.

tuesday. i dread tuesdays because of the paeds outreach. im not particularly good with children. and my very first patient was a bit of a pain. i was traumatised. n it takes like 45 mins on the bus to reach the place. n if i hav something in the morning in dental hospital i will have to have lunch on the speeding bus. anyway, after tuesday i always always feel such a relief.

n today started with radiology interpretation. it was like such a long long long session. my dear kiran was yawning on a minutely basis beside me. n it was infectious. very soon me n other people started doin the same thing. at one point i was carried away. the tutor was talking about trauma and kept showing us some posh radiographs (posterios anterior, occipitomental n wadever while my brain contains not very much more than simple periapical and bitewings). then a coffee break. i thought i might be ok after tat. the seminar went on with cysts. omg cysts AGAIN. she was showing thousands of slides and i was sure most of the people knew the answers but no one was bothered enough to answer anything. it was 12.15 when we finished and kiran n i woke up and rushed to wythenshawe for paeds. lunch on the bus again.

so, i kept on telling kiran that i wasnt in the mood for children. why were we so attached to the course. thats really no way we could skip the session cause the poor kids with toothache will be left alone. its not like u can sleep in and skip your lectures. u are the dentist and they are the patients. you just need to turn up no matter what.

then sure enough, things went a bit wrong. my 3 years old patient needed a fluoride prescription and i was quite sure it was 500micrograms for kids of tat age. then i started writing:

sodium fluoride 2.2mg (fluoride 1mg)tablets
500micrograms a daily
to be chewed or sucked.

thinking the pharmacist will divide the tablets into halves for the patient, i happily asked for signature from the tutor. then the tutor came in n i just got really really really screwed. "how could u just randomly write things?!" well i wasnt really randomly writing anything. i really thought the tablets only came with 1mg fluoride and nothing else. n doctors in malaysia always always split the pills and ask me to take half or one and a half. then i tried to explain but she was really really mad and started scribbling on the prescription sheet.

sodium fluoride 500 micrograms tablets
to be chewed or sucked.

well it still didnt make a difference to me. if u can split the pill n if it will come up the the same amount of fluoride whats the big deal then? u have to be flexible sometime in life dont u?

then she started saying "what were u doing when i was doin the induction? i told u all!". so i went like"mmmm on induction day, u were not around." i supposed i said the wrong thing again. she was like well shdnt u already know this thing anyway. ok ok. my fault.

n then. next patient. a small cavity was done on the E and she asked me what would i use to fill it. so i went like, since its small n shallow and its on primary tooth, i would use GIC. then she went like "NO, COMPOMER with GIC lining!". i didnt quite get it why. i was confused the whole day. then the patient was having a few cavities and the tutor was tellin the mom the gal had a good mouth n wont need to come back---->i was ultimately confused. i confirmed with her again if the patient didnt need to come back and she was like "no". then the patient was about to leave and she was suddenly saying, "heyy i was just thinking, your gal has got a few holes so i think u shd come bac." well, i was like zzZZzzzz.

then a mom came in with a very very cute little gal. they are from philipine. n my nurse was tryin to be very nice and friendly. and the conversation was, to me, just so hilarious.

nurse: heyyy so hows your Xmas and new year?
mom: oooo, i celebrate chinese new year n it is on 26th jan.
nurse: really? chinese new year?
mom: yea cause im chinese we have our calendar.
nurse: oooo...so when is your Xmas then???
mom: mmmm....well...25 dec...

hahahhahah tat was just funny. tat made my day. kinda wiped away the shitty things from the whole day.

i was laughing on the bus with liam, farah and kiran and they went on talking about carrot-and-stick stuff. i am hte carrot and kiran is the stick in this partnering business. it was a good laugh.

shitty day. but really, when i step out from the hospital, i don bring the shit home. life is more than just dentistry isnt it?

winter trip (1) BudaPeSt.

i m very very lazy to blog. but im know if i don do it still, it will never get done. i have so much to say and the trip was good fun. so i m squeezing my very last bit of energy here at the end of the week to blog. and omg. i m so tired right now.

if i can describe the trip with one word. tat will be COLD. it was so freezing cold in europe that when i stepped my foot in england i felt that i would never ever complain this place is cold again. no joke. i was arming myself with clothes layer after layer but once we stepped outside we were shivering crazily. it was COLD.

so budapest. i heard it was beautiful and cheap. mmm maybe pounds drop, it wasnt particularly cheap. it was cheaper in prague when i went there 2 years ago. but again, maybe because pound is dropping. and people like us who survive on the government donation really feel the impact of the rotting economy. n mmm...budapest wasnt ugly, it was just not really up to my expectation. i was expecting a fairy-tale city, a place so beautiful you would think u are in a dream. so well it was ok. just maybe not on top of the list.

the parliament was like a painting. the first sigh of budapest wasnt too bad =)

the fisherman's bastian. they said u never visit budapest without seeing this. mmm i wonder y?
the coldness was killing us. my ears were frozen at one point. and my gloves were useless. i felt so naked. as soon as we saw the market we rushed in to get something to arm ourselves. tat hat was amazing, otherwise i would now walk around earless, seriously.

chain bridge. my nose was leaking like a tap. the coldness was ultimate.

spent some time in the palace and got lost inside.

hero square. it was so cold that we decided to do some exercise. jump jump jump. it was a fun square. we generated some heat. for a while it was a little warmer.

we kept saying this is like the brandenburg gate in germany. look so alike. anyway, we couldnt stop playing with it.

follow me home. i will love u like my baby.

ok now ladies and gentlemen. let me introduce u to the wolrd largest hourglass!!! it will be turned over at the end of each year. noreen read about in on the internet and insisted we should give this impressive huge piece of thing a visit.
so tak-daaaaaaaa, world biggest hourglassss!!!! ok ok dont cheyyyyyy first. look at the next one.

it is this BIG.

budapest did make me feel at home at a point... because i found my car there! ok dream on.


tats one thing i must mention about our trip to budapest----->the food. they were all, i mean all SALTY. noreen the medical student kept on saying she was really curious about the fugure of hypertension in hungary. n beetee kept on saying "wei salt here no need to pay isit?!"
i saw this stall n rushed there to get something to munch. so happy. not till i bit on it. omg this thing was possibly the saltiest thing i have ever ever ever put into my mouth. so damn geli. yakkkkkkkkkkkkkk.


have faith. maybe dessert wont be tat bad. we went into this lovely shop and omg their cakes all looked soooooooooooooo yummy. n three of us got something to taste. n people, u really hav to believe that looks can be deceiving, for those cakes were really the worst cakes we have tasted. even those pandan cakes in pasar malam are way better.

then we found this chinese fast food shop. omg saviour. so far we see chinese food in every single european country we hav been to. they are our hope really. cheap n yummy.

the night was even colder. changed my useless gloves with beetee to go on.

statue of liberty.

the night budapest was a bit silent. high up in citadel it was a bit empty. i said couples there are blessed with a nice place to date.

after 2 days in budapest, noreen was heading back to liverpool. me n beetee continued our way to the next stop, vienna.

08 Xmas

before i say anything, people, please offer your help. we really need a hand from u in this. if u spread your voice it will mean so much. thank you.

SpREad RumOuRsss!!!!!!!!!!!!!! scandalousssss!!!!

so, Xmas in manchester. it was nothing like wad u see in movie- bright lights, happenings streets and crowd; it was just all empty and soulless.

still, not too bad, yipei cooked. we had a small party. oliver came to steal a lot of cutleries from my place. the night was actually quite warm. i was just wearing a jacket n a small t-shirt n was sweating a bit. oliver said it was warm but he was all wrapped up. zzz.

n ta-daaa, party started.

our two strong korean mates wif fancy nails; forgive them, they were dressing as women for the Xmas party the night before. quite disturbing but quite cool.

cut cut cut. eat eat eat.

hello. tats my yoyo. stop looking oliver!

so cute. just like kids.

smile for the coming calories and fats!

yum yum.

merry Xmas!

爸爸, 你何時將新的手還給我‏?

在美國的加州有一個小女孩大約是 4 歲.

她的父親有一台大卡車，她的父親非常喜歡那台卡車 .
總是為那台車做全套的保養，以保持卡車的美觀 .

一天，小女孩拿著硬物在他父親的卡車鈑金上劃下了無數的刮痕 !!
她的父親盛怒之下，用鐵絲把小女孩的手綁起來 .
然後吊著小女孩的手，讓她站在車庫罰站
當父親想起小女兒在車庫罰站時，已經是 4個小時過後了！
趕到車庫時，小女孩的手已經被鐵絲綁的血液不通!
父親送她到急診室時，已經需要截去小女孩的手掌了.
因為，手掌部分的組織已經都壞死，如不截去手掌 ...

她生命非常危險，甚至可能會危害到小女孩的生命 ...

所以小女孩就這樣失去了她的一雙手掌了 !

但是她不懂..... 她不懂到底是發生了什麼事在她的身上 ....

而她的父親也因為這樣感到萬分的愧疚 !

過了約半年後 ,小女孩的父親的卡車進廠重新烤漆，又像全新的一樣.
當他把卡車開回家後，小女孩看著重新烤漆過的卡車 ,說

"Daddy your truck looks so cool, like a brand new one!"
<<爸爸 ! 你的卡車好漂亮唷！看起來就像是新卡車 >>

這時小女孩無邪的伸出了她那截斷的雙手，對她的父親說

"but when will you give me back my hands?"
<< 但是你什麼時候要把我的手還給我?? >>

你們知道當那位父親聽到小女孩問他的問題時，發生了什麼事嗎 ?

那位父親在小女孩的面前 ..... 舉槍自殺 .......



很多人分不清 .....到底什麼是重要的？

只會無知迷失在自我的喜好當中 ........

就如有些人會去 慈濟幫忙掃街，但家事從來不管 .......

有些人會花很多錢去建廟，但對自己的親人如鐵公雞 .....

有些人在外面和言悅色，但對自己的卻家人暴躁如雷 ......

這就是說 那個父親不知是車子重要，或是女兒重要呢？

而遺憾的事..... 世間到處充滿了這些事 .....

而且就在你我之間 ....


只要是金錢可以買到的；
都比不上無價的可貴，
請不要吝嗇，多給家人一點愛！

bristol and bath.

finally beetee is here in manchester. i could get my photos off him to post my blog. AT LAST.

i started this year with the heaviest schedule ever. time was so tight. it was like 9-5 everyday. i was going crazy seeing patients n attending different hospitals. i needed a get-away. n cool, beetee is stuck in bristol now n i had a new place to run to during the weekend.

we joined the trip oraganized by the bristol uni to stonehenge n bath.

stonehenge! i had been wanting to go so much n finally!

mmm it was all stones n to me it wasnt particularly exciting. im not very historical u see.





after 3 hours we countined our way to bath, the little palm-sized town.

romans bath. paid 9 pounds omg.


little sally lunn's.





bristol. i js think it is like another version of KL. so big compared to manchester. so city-like. n the shopping is exciting. i was saying when i m damn free wif money i wil disturb beetee again to do shopping in bristol. free accommodation n food n entertainment n mango service =)

met my dear taiping frens. frens i know for more than a decade. frens i wil always lov eventho i don see them often. u guys made me think of small little taiping so much.


a nice escape for 2 days. thank you koay beetee.

hong kong adventure

Finally. Finally! Me and baby yipei were heading to the Pearl of the East wakakakakaka. Excitement and excitement and nothing else as we were heading from Manchester.


Arrival in Hong Kong. Yummy Hakka food.

Adventure starts. Day 1. The peak.
Madame Tussauds in Hongkong makes me a lot more thrilled than the one in London does. At least I know more faces there. At least I won’t take a wax as a random visitor blocking my way.

Sexy Aaron.

wow. genetics gone wrong.

See Hong Kong from the Peak. Breath-taking.

Day 2. Excitement goes on.
Yum yum shanghai noodles.

Went into the supermarket to have some drinks and our Mr. Thomas turned out to be the best salesman of soya milk. Laughed my ass out as a group of ah gong ah mah rushed over to have a taste. Mr. Thomas was not a bit reluctant to take up the job.

Miew Gai (temple street)
Mr. Thomas said this shop is no more in demand thanks to the technology. U download everything u desire. Yakk.

Continuing our journey to Wong Kok; so crowded, in fact it is the most crowded area in the world. Fuh I suffocated a bit.

Honestly it is like our version of Petaling Street. Bargain or pay more.

Not forgetting to find some Hong Kong yummies.

The avenue of Stars!

His voice so lovely.

Beautiful Hong Kong night.

Steamboat!!!!!!!!!!!

Day 3. Macau.

Yayy. Taking VIP seats to Macau. Thank you Tom =)

A beautiful day. A beautiful Macau.

Without stepping into a casino no point visiting Macau, they say.

Have u seen doggie racing? Doggie!!!!! Oh my god they run so so so fast. What an eye-opener.

Day 4. Disneyland.
This Disneyland is lot smaller than the one in Paris but it is as amazing.

The night Disney sleeping beauty’s castle.

Day 5. Ngoong Peng; Dai Yu San.

Yay yay we are going into the cable car.
Wonderful view, I saw it all.

See the Buddha. So tiny so cute.

Finally reached. Food first keke.

Welcome to dai Yu San.

Don’t forget the tau fu fa.

So huge.

Day 6. A relaxing day.

A day used to walk leisurely and hunt for food.

A cruise around the night Hong Kong city.

Day 7. Ocean park.
Woohoooooooooooooooooo.

Our birthday boy got a free entry =)

This thing scared the hell out of me.

I love those dolphins! The loveliest creatures on earth.

Kungfu panda village.

Blekk.

Happy birthday Thomas!

Day 8. Food day.
More food.