a hospital full of love.

despite the usual drama in the dental hospital, at times it is filled with warmth and love.

thank u dr ali for your very patient teaching, very thorough patient management and very wonderful guidance. for making every thursday clinic exciting.

thank u paul for making the most amazing metal framework for my first case. it clicked right in. it was a piece of beautiful work. thank u for making it in just a week eventho u had such a crazy busy schedule.

thank u sarah for being so kind, for making the effort to add the acrylic tooth on the metal framework in a mere 10 minutes just to ensure the perfect aesthetics and patient satisfaction.

thank u latifa, for being such a helpful and lovely practice manager. it makes me look more forward to my job.

thank u dr bagasi, for being willing to support me during this stressful time.

thank u. i am so blessed to have wonderful ppl like you guys in my life.

i need to meditate.

i need to meditate.

to relieve my depression of being so extremely broke.

to tame my very very short temper.

to calm my anxiety for the coming exams.

a good day.

6th of april. a good day indeed. the day started off with a very pleasant call carrying a wonderful news. its a happy day.

just tat the happiness was masked by uncertainties offered by the future.

anyhow, i know my dream, and i worked my way to it, and tat is wad that matters. at least i know, it could really happen.

the magic of DAHL.

it was such an amazing start to my easter break.

first of all derek brought some touching presents. it was actually more of a pleasure to see him again after a while.

then my second Dahl patient came in with complete posterior overeruption. i was so thrilled. i couldnt wait for the photos. i thought the huge 3mm gap would never close up. but it finally did!

i hope the 6th of april will be a good day for me too.

saying NO again.

another painful email sent. ARGH i can go crazy with this ranking shit.

saying NO is a skill.

i sent a painful email today. it was the most devastating click on the send button ever. having to reject a job offer from birmingham when i had no other black and white contract on my hand yet, is not exactly what i expected to do. why did i go all the way to sit for all the exams when i would say NO at the end.

and i have to say NO to another great trainer who has been tryin to get in touch. and he is such a lovely person.

i hope these are not too much to pay for just to go to a practice u think u will fit into well, and a trainer u think is keen and enthusiastic. i hope in life, u can realli trust.

pray. pray. pray.

Cheated.

I feel so cheated. It's LIKE a guy telling u I LOVE YOU, then turned away and told another gal I LOVE YOU SO MUCH and kissed her on the lips and held her in his arms.

And you're left shocked and confused.

Don't breach my trust. u don get another chance.