i am so tired.
things have been goin a bit wrong.
i keep tellin myself. the beauty of all shit coming together is- things can only go better now.
i am hoping i have not collapsed myself before the silver lining comes looking for me.
expectations are heavy. i am trying to hold the weight.
somone tells me "only if u feel the shit now u can see how great u have been when things come true". maybe.
somone else tells me. "ai ling don u dare stop laughing and having fun. ur laughters are the best in u"
n somone who has cared so much about me told me he dreamt i had a realli bad time. tat i wasnt happy. and he was worried about me. how unbelievable dreams can b. wadever it is. ai ling wanna tel u, ai ling has grown up. ai ling is stronger now. don worry about me. you are always a great man. a great shelter. a great everything.
and i believe laughters maybe is the best thing in me.
i wil stil smile no matter wad shit comes.
u deserve to be happy. luck will come bac one day.
3 comments:
ai ling!!!! jia you!!!!! remember that time when we were talking about the future under the stairs at Block D? (an you were an illegal immigrant for that few hours) the times are hard now, but i'll definitely see you at graduation. try to think positive.
Miss. second best in Malaysia...what happened?? don't be sad, as you have already said, things will only get better! I hv faith :) cheer up yea?? ai ling is not ai ling without the laughter!!!! Stay strong ;)
gambates xroomie! we all grow stronger in our own ways~
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