Princess.

i believe in karma. i really do. i believe if u hurt someone, even accidentally, u will be hurt in the end too. it is just a matter of time. i believe that one day u may be loved like a princess, cuddled like a baby; but as time slips through, all these may disappear and u may be left in despair, hankering for what u were once given, wondering why things change and attempting to unchange the change.

all too often, when u try, the harder u push, the uglier things go. n it makes u look silly and childish n inconsiderate. all of a sudden, u are nothing like an adorable princess, u are just a spoiled brat with great level of sensitivities and low degree of tolerance. u may even be told that things change because u change. at times u will hate yourself for caring too much. if u dont give a damn, it wont even tickle a bit of your emotion. it wont b that hard on your part.

maybe it is just better to believe change is inevitable. maybe it is wiser if u take change easy. otherwise, what else can u do when u cant fight this natural process of life?

who doesnt want to be a princess? n if u were ever one once, it is tough to leave the palace, it will scratch your heart to put away the nice dresses and flowery bed and undivided attention. whatever it is, even if u were promised again n again that u would be loved forever, that u would be protected by angels; change persists. new princess may replace u. u may still have the princess title, but u may have to bear with the sharing of care and pampering.

and the tears of princess may flow. maybe no one cares anymore. but it may flow, till it stops. till the princess forgets she was once a princess.