bye bye.

tonight my buddy beetee koay left the UK for good.

i have to say. its so depressing to have a fren less. a fren of so many things-- a wonderful audience. a good banker. an amazing mango provider. a reliable tour guide. a walking alarm clock. a starbucks and taiwu and movie sponsor. a free-of-charge-and-always-ready camera man. a laksa companion. a trustworthy fren. a rare fren from the same kampung whom i can share the same jokes with and speak hokkien very loudly to.

eventho u always always tease me, emphasising my imperfections and overlooking all my near-to-perfection sides, u r still a very very good fren koay beetee.

thank u for all ur help in this foreign land. the many stupid jokes which i laughed till i cried, realli brightened up days.

i wish u a wonderful life. please get very very rich!!!!

a hospital full of love.

despite the usual drama in the dental hospital, at times it is filled with warmth and love.

thank u dr ali for your very patient teaching, very thorough patient management and very wonderful guidance. for making every thursday clinic exciting.

thank u paul for making the most amazing metal framework for my first case. it clicked right in. it was a piece of beautiful work. thank u for making it in just a week eventho u had such a crazy busy schedule.

thank u sarah for being so kind, for making the effort to add the acrylic tooth on the metal framework in a mere 10 minutes just to ensure the perfect aesthetics and patient satisfaction.

thank u latifa, for being such a helpful and lovely practice manager. it makes me look more forward to my job.

thank u dr bagasi, for being willing to support me during this stressful time.

thank u. i am so blessed to have wonderful ppl like you guys in my life.

i need to meditate.

i need to meditate.

to relieve my depression of being so extremely broke.

to tame my very very short temper.

to calm my anxiety for the coming exams.

a good day.

6th of april. a good day indeed. the day started off with a very pleasant call carrying a wonderful news. its a happy day.

just tat the happiness was masked by uncertainties offered by the future.

anyhow, i know my dream, and i worked my way to it, and tat is wad that matters. at least i know, it could really happen.